Finding Out Every Day

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I can't figure out how to add this song to my blog, but the title of this post is from this song.

This song has been encouraging to me in many ways at various times in my life over the past two years, but recently, as I flounder about after graduation wondering what the heck I am supposed ot do with my life, this line has helped me take one day at a time and trust that God will make things clear little by little:

"What you were made for, no one can say, but you're finding out every day"

And it is true...while no one around me is able to look at me and say, "Laelia, this is your purpose...", as I have chosen to look to God daily and trust that He has a purpose for me, every day I have discovered a little piece of the puzzle. Every day I feel a little less directionless and every day I learn something new about God, myself, life in general, that is helping me see a little more clearly.

This mindset has helped me feel less frantic too. Before I was almost at a panicked state: "I MUST KNOW RIGHT NOW what I am supposed to do or I will explode in frustration and purposelessness!"

Instead, I face each day as God intended: "This is the day that you have made, Lord. I choose to rejoice and be glad in it. Your mercies are new every morning. I look forward to what you have to illuminate to me today."

So, cheers to today!

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